Bitch, die & never come back.

Scadalous/ Saturday, June 24, 2006

Nothing much today.
Just bought, black coloured contact lenses and black hair dye.
And after that i went for my vocal classes, then i faster take cab home cos im really tired.
Boring day i guess.

Since a year plus back, i told myself to control my feelings and not to give my heart to anyone anymore last time. I did control every guy who i've been close with or actually stead with, i was never 100 percent kinda love it was only a 50 percent love i gave. Its been such a long time since i last seriously gave my heart to someone. But now everything changed, i can't control it cause i love him too much. And its scary, cause im afraid.

Count down : two more days to school reopening.

I am going to pwn you
4:39 AM

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Scadalous/ Friday, June 23, 2006

- Ashlee Simpson, ( catch me when i fall )

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off
Something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs

[Chorus]
Who will be the one to save me, from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's so hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go, nowhere but home

[Chorus]
Who will be the one to save me, from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That sometimes loneliness is just a part of me

[Chorus]
Who will be the one to save me, from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl

Who's gonna catch me when I fall (3x)

And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

I am going to pwn you
9:35 AM

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HEY. PEOPLE -

I'm back home, i went home extra early (7pm) cause my mum kept calling and ask me to go home. Even though we only meet for a short awhile, im happy i got to see him cause i really miss him so much. He went to meet me in eastpoint around 4 plus going to five, & then we went to tampines to eat machdonald, and they cashier girl was so blur ( really hilarious ). After eat we went to walk awhile and he brought me home. I accompany him wait for bus, I told him not to take the first bus cos i wanted to see him longer then when the second bus came & he want in the bus ' i was like, sian i miss him already even only 2 seconds pass. Im starting to sound gay. Its been such a long time i fel this kinda miss miss thing, and its starting to frighten me.

That's kind of my day for now. & xingyu sorry i could'nt pei you and your hostel friends, don't angry, i guess i'll see you around in school on monday!

Ps. who wanna have breakfast with me on monday before i go school?

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I am going to pwn you
4:09 AM

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Scadalous/ Thursday, June 22, 2006

My new blog.
Kindly please do link and tag me.
=D

My first entry for my blog.
Weeeetts *

Today i went to collect some clothes from sandy, at tampines block 922. At first i got kinda lost but i did find my way cause my first house in singapore was block 944, then tampines 101 and now simei green condo. Sandy's voice really very sweet, we passed me the stuff and we chatted awhile only cause i needed to meet Kaze.

I meet kaze at tampines swimming pool, cause his friend ( a new friend i made, no idea whats his name either ) was sun tanning. At first i shy shy, but after awhile he and his friends manage to make me talk already cos they were really funny. I see kaze those ah beng ah beng but then his damn polite to others and gentleman okies. After his friend bath already, we go tampines mall, eat i dont wanna eat but kaze said i go eat so i he buy for me milo cos i wanted milo and i ate fries. They bring me to simei cos they also going to meet friend near simei bahs.

Ps, kaze's hot, too bad his attached.
I told kuan about kaze and i think he thinking i go crazy already.
AND (: im not xiao meimei okies.

My relatives from oversea are staying over my house, and damn i got no room now cause they using up my room for now. Poor danica. X=

Anyway, i miss my darling gay, as usual.
But today he said something which made me sad, the kind of sad i very long never feel. But its' alright lahs, got this kind sad once in awhile is good i guess. I must be more understand cos his my goodfriend, and i want him as a friend forever. <3

Loves people.

I am going to pwn you
9:40 AM

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